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among the crowd

the portrait of a perfect family

it doesn’t included me

i’m the one behind the camera

easily forgotten hard to remember


the handsome king and his beautiful queen

of course that wasn’t me

you will find me among the still crowd

we all look the same, blinded by fame


everybody wants to be like you

wants to be a part of that life too

foolishly following you

hopeless and without a clue


the sun is always shining on your side

while the grey cloud visits me

you will watch me behind the windowpane

i’m the one who dance under the rain


so i’m gonna steal the light

from the stars at night

silver lining between the clouds

and Mr. moon will understand

it’s the dark matter’s magic wand

that moves us up and down all around

i will always be among the crowd


so i am the people’s face

well hidden no trace

sometimes almost invisible

next to a kin with mythical

i’m not lost and i will be found

what’s moves us up and down all around

yes you will see me among those crowd


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Ditulis oleh pada Februari 12, 2019 in puisi, remeh temeh


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the day when

i met Venus this morning

a graceful different kind of crescent

with Spica on her ring

radiant in the pink sky

between the giant water bears

a plump remnant of grey clouds

curled in and out

swimming in the pink sky


it is when the night walker met the day dreamer

it is when the light finally touch the dark

it is when the tune seeps through this cracked heart

it is when i found the key to make time stop


i met you in my dream

that prince charming trade mark you bring

you are the star among the stars

the brightest of them all

but i am just a pebble

carved in this ocean of people

another grey in monochrome world

a small round plain pebble


this is the day when you shout “the storm’s coming, Dorothy!”

this is the day when you should start running and keep it going

this is the day when you wish the rain wash away your tears

this is the day when wise words slaps you in the face

this is the day when the filament get electrified

this is the day when you’re in love, and got sick of it

this is the day when it all start and then simply stop

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Ditulis oleh pada Januari 7, 2019 in puisi, remeh temeh


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the air tonight

it’s a harsh wind that blows tonight

and it’s getting colder when you step outside

electric dimmed perky colorful lights

and you’re alone stand icy cold unsatisfied


wind are just wind and touch you for a little while

people are just people and they pass you by

trouble are just trouble they will all go away

let it be and you know you’ve walk that extra mile


it’s never easy and it’s get harder every time

so what? that’s what life is

and if you find the rhythm you’ll dance in rhyme

darling! that’s how life goes


go find your desire

go dig your passion

go somewhere you want to go

and discover yourself

perhaps there you will find love

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Ditulis oleh pada Desember 12, 2018 in puisi, remeh temeh


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in the end

I can’t tell you how happy I am to be in the last month of this remarkable year. I didn’t write much in November. I thought I might not make it through, cause my late brother was born in that month, and I had a lot of things in my mind. I really do want to write something about him, but it never came out right, so, probably it just wasn’t the time. I made a draft only to delete it, for so many times. Perhaps there are too many memories, and I couldn’t decide. And whenever I’m remembering him, the pain is still the same, it still there like the day he passed away. And I couldn’t pull it through, there are moments of tears when I’m in the middle of doing something, and I just have to stop and find my way back by trying to find a distraction.

But I guess in the end, I felt a little relieve when the month finally passed, and trying not to put so much pressure in it. I will write what I want to, and when the time is right. I should never set the time limit or boundaries to write something about someone that we love dearly.

He would be 48 if he’s still around. He was such a funny guy, he teased me a lot, he loved to cook and it was always delicious. He was the one who taking care of me when I was sick, when mom wasn’t there. He was that kind of protective big brother that we all can rely on. He is really good in drawing, he was once sketched Madonna and Mike Tyson. I think he is really creative. He made a radio, for my second brother’s birthday. But for me he always made some food, cause I love to eat 😅.  He said that no one should trust my opinion in food tasting, cause I always said “enak!!!”, which is delicious 😁. And until today, I just couldn’t find the same taste again.

He introduced me to the world of music. Some of his cassettes collection that I loved to listen to during my childhood is A-ha, Tommy Page, soundtrack of Pretty Woman and Iwan Fals. And like other teenage at that time, he did the break dance and moon walk everywhere with his friends. The hairstyle was that Duran Duran kind, and it was something that I can still laugh about, until today. He loved Michael Jackson, but insist that Sting is the best musician. There are many other, and I still listen to the sound of 80’s today, mainly because I grow up watching him appreciating the music.

He made our family to have a pet cat. The first one was Jafar, it is actually a she. But he insisted, he took the name from Disney’s Aladin.  Yeah, this is some of the good memories I had. I do remember that everybody was saying that he’s handsome, but I always failed to see that. When you lived together for so long like in a family, you kind of get used to with it, so there is nothing special. But every now and then sometimes I see his face in every other people’s face. I don’t know why. And they are all beautiful.

Well, that went well …

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Ditulis oleh pada Desember 2, 2018 in jurnal, remeh temeh


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the moon

you take a hold of my hand

but only to let me go

and like those branches without leaves

shivering in the cold

oh you’re so cold


so let’s put a new colors

to that far side of the moon

perhaps this time he’ll showed up

in the night all he might

oh you’re so gray


can i switch on the starlight

and let the night put a dark blanket

allow me to sleep and dream about

that dim gray earth’s satellite

you’re so far away


you let me screaming out your name

to that empty sky where hopes lies

and you let my voice hanging in there

never meant to bring it back home

never meant to be together

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Ditulis oleh pada November 8, 2018 in puisi, remeh temeh


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